A few days ago I would have celebrated my Third Wedding Anniversary.
But I didn’t.
And the man I nearly married, the man I said yes to, the man I chose to spend the rest of my life with… is pretty much non-existent in my life now. I think about him every once in a while, especially on June 5th… curious to know how he is. But I never email him, I never call him. He never contacts me either.
The embarrassment from calling the wedding off must be too strong… or we weren’t that close to begin with. Either way… I hope he’s well and I am now thankful that we didn’t marry.